I tried to ignore my feelings…
I attempted to distract myself. I left the house, met new people, made plans for the future but nothing felt the same. At night my mind began to wander and I allowed myself to think about the possibilities, what if..?
The problem was…. I gave up, caved in, failed in my fight and left things unsaid… There was no closure. In truth, I really missed…. Blogging!
My last blog “Lost Thoughts” (Getting Up Again For The 8th Time – on Blogger) began at a time in my life when I was lost. I started “Blogging” properly, I guess back in 2011. I had dabbled in it before but I had never been committed before then. I was unemployed, taking my old employer through a tribunal (which I won) and I was still trying to figure out certain aspects of my life. However, things changed and life got better. My blog was successful but…
To be completely honest… I had changed! As much as I loved my Blog and I really did love it. We just weren’t compatible anymore. I attempted to change my blog, by moving it to WordPress but that was just a big mistake. So, I ended it… I deleted my blog and vowed never to blog again.
Once that Blogging Bug Bites though the urge never truly goes away. I was drawn to other peoples blogs. I would scourer Pinterest for blogs, I became obsessed with other peoples blogs and fantasizing about what I would post.
It was inevitable… I couldn’t fight it any longer, I had to go back to blogging.
Okay, it’s a bit of a weird first post but we all have to begin somewhere… and Welcome to my new blog – What Is Hoped For… This is the first step on what I hope will be a long and wonderful journey together.
The title is inspired by one of my favourite scriptures which can be found at Hebrews 11.1.
In brief this blog will cover most aspects of my life. I will review, share and ramble on and on about a variety of subjects. It is not dedicated to purely one subject, unless of course that subject is… Me! lol! I’m not usually so self-involved but… it’s true. Check out my About Me page.
Until we meet again…